feel bad for getting such performance during my check point session.. I am fully prepared with confidence..nt mean well prepare but i believe i can get much more better comments from them…
Seriously, im disappointed with mh performance..unable to express well with the meaning…is making me more nervous…however…the score i get considering as pass only…but can assume as almost one step to fail….
mood terribly bad and suck.
=(
Glad that someone gift me a book. I could say it is one of the books that inspire me well.
Although it is mandarin language yet it gave me lots of thoughts. These days i keep thinking how should i face my future? walk towards the dark path which might lead me to success or end path?
No doubts that sometime i was too concern with my future and that drives me crazy.
and so, special thanks to you.
Without you, i wont have chance to read it and change my sturborn mind.
sincerely thz.
Thinking of someone, wondering what is she doing right now.
It is late night and have you close your eyes?
maybe i am someone who independence but also someone who wanna share his caring and love to someone.
i waiting the suit person appear..before that i will concentrate on my career n future….
are you the one?
I found out that i am talkative with writing instead of speaking.
What happened to me?
slowly i will become a silencer.
owh!
wondering how to solve it.
Try to be perfect
I have a whole life target which is build a fit body. ARGHH! everyone keep saying you are too thin whenever they see me. have to gain some muscles and let the girls scream on me…*dreaming*
Anyway, things will never be that easy without passionate and patiently to complete. I keep developing self-improvement and those brain stuffs, but i never emphasize how to build a better body life-style.
And so, that is the reason why it is so-called Whole_Life_Target.
*Evil Smile*
Orz
I’m back..
Hi Ron’s Log, hi my tumblr. How’s day?
sorry for neglecting you without any reason. It has been a tough period i had go through at previous four months.
things just doesn’t seem well and smooth. The only thing that i proud with is my work.
I doing great at HLA and CustomWare (my current internship company). Sometimes, we unable to predict what will happen at next second. It might be good or bad or even worse.
nevertheless, i have overcome all of it. For now, i wanna concentrate on self development.
anyway, i really feel bad because i will miss out on intern company outing, for twice time. I just feel bad. =(
Since the day i started address myself as hosted support engineer, i never though it sounds so good. But there are tiny voice from somewhere warning me don’t forget what are you fighting for.
i know the destination, but i lost myself within the path. there are so many ways to reach there, but i should choose….which path?
i wondering.
the local banana man.
The desire in improving English is not strong enough.
i keep saying that i want to improve English standard with listening to radio, through magazine/book and even a blog for me to share my feeling.
Yet, seems like not enough.
Soon i gonna internship in english-speaking environment.
hope that it able to help me to be a banana man. =)
Failure Single
I ain’t lonely, just wishing to get a “dustbin” with me sometimes.
Someone who can listen to me, and who i can share my happiness or sadness with…
It will be superb perfect if the person understand me.
And for sure, i will share your happiness, your sadness, every moment in your life and every drop of memories.
We ain’t born to be a pair, but we are born to support each other.
you may have your dream, your path, your aim and your goal.
i will be your supporter, always and always.
and vice versa.
Did it sounds cool?
=)
yea.
but, i have no idea who will replace the special role instead of blog to be the temporary one.
Perhaps blog could be the good listener.
But!
it never be the supporter.
That is why.
I am emotional recently.
hmm.
I am a failure Single.
Stupidness is the wisely and only way.
Today i made a decision. An outing appointment but canceled in the end.
Why? i don’t know. Perhaps i can feel you understand me.
The outing could be something as your expectation, or maybe another purpose that i don’t know.
There are too many “Maybe” that i can figure out.
Maybe this and Maybe that.
But!
I will never know the result if i didn’t face it.
So…
Should i face it.
Or should i forget it.
Ahahahaha.
Maybe i should act stupid, just like you.
A video about relationship stages.
Somehow, it did touch the deepest me in my heart.
S.A.D
That’s all i wanna say.
=’(
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